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if you're having a day 03:31
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if you’re having a day on the verge of a breakdown & you just wanna rage well i’ll listen until it blows away & you say everyone’s insane all out to get you slamming doors & chewing too loud spewing theories about how the world is going to end call me up & tell me every violent thought that passes by so you can put them to rest i guess that’s what they say you gotta kill or you’ll be killed well they’re all here to stay but you’d rather not end up in jail & you say everyone’s insane that won’t ever change tapping pens & talking too loud preaching their opinions as if they were a gift from god call me up & i can help you laugh it off so you can wake up & give it all you got
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the celebration of the year 04:27
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i’m dying here at the celebration of the year well i could cave & see the light or burn everything in sight i just want to feel alright tell me how i could calm down give me ways that i could drown in this sea of recycled sound cauterize this paltry wound the doctor's in the other room higher than a lost balloon okay, i'll see you around i can't stand another second in this crowd well i could stay & cause a scene or go unnoticed as i flee without leaving any memory kill the lights & spin me 'round the underground's got me down but there's no way i'm striking out hypnotize my cautious mind give me only one more try maybe then i'd feel alive
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adrift 04:54
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i think it’s time to finally come clean you’ve gone & wasted your last breath on me the lies you tell the secrets that you keep the riptide that drags you out to sea you’re carried back to shore i’m left adrift somehow i’m the one who’s gotta swim & once again i’ve fallen victim to your bait & switch you’re comfortable, i’ve sunken soon to be food for the fish living life the way it’s done on film nothing quiet only time to kill the clock hits 6 your head hits the cement the siren lights paint you pale blue & red you said you’ll always be on strings attached to chemicals & that no matter what you’ll never get your fill the sun still rises but it never takes the time to set the river flows, the fire burns i wish we never met
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bend 05:03
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out of sight i’m out of my mind thinking what this could’ve been if my head was on right you’re a crutch i’m in a rush to get back home & i stumble leaving us both in the cold this time i swear i’m on the mend try to break but i just bend wish you could stay but i know that would mean the end oh i just don’t know how to cope dig myself into a hole & every day the flowers bloom a little more but i can’t get myself out of the door treadmill love legs going numb trying to keep up as intoxicating as it is noxious burning sun heart’s unplugged, fingers undone & all the dead skin we shed swept under the rug you tell me that you’re on the mend try to break but you just bend & now you try to say i wouldn’t understand oh i just don’t know how to cope i need some faith that i can hold & every day the colours bleed a little more until i’m back to where i was before

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released September 8, 2022

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the smallest one Calgary, Alberta

my name is mason & i like to write songs about things.

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