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afterglow (b​-​sides)

by the smallest one

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your mom & dad your sister & your brother & all your friends who stuck around & faded now as you dream your last dream all you see pictures of everyone who made you laugh & loved you to death float above the hospital bed body hold the hands of everyone who lost you & all the tears in their eyes will disappear over time but you won’t fade though you’re gone you’ll carry on & on
2.
said to me you couldn’t sleep asked if i’d help make you tea you said you were afraid of the dark i didn’t buy it but i felt your spark just say the words & i’ll be by your side go ahead if you’d like i’ll be close behind & you tell me there’s a battle between your body & soul you got tipped off of your balance beam, been trying to get back home conversation in your bed opened up the window & the thunder sounded like an earthquake it rumbled you to sleep i laid awake & you tell me there’s a battle between your body & soul you got tipped off of your balance beam, been trying to get back home don’t you cry bright blue eyes hold you through the cold night please don’t feel like you should have to apologize
3.
it was a pretty evening she made sure of it nothing he could ever say would change her mind sitting on the edge on the roof of her apartment staring silently waiting for the fireworks to go off a look, a touch, a feeling a half-hearted ‘goodnight’ he knew the way she felt then by how quick she locked the door drifting from the edge now a speck in the distance realized again he was the fireworks that never went off
4.
turn your shoulder from the girl with pretty eyes but not as blue as those you let dissolve into the sky pluck the petals from the roses by the lake your veins enlarge with every step you choose to take cause you destroy everything that you touch—you’re so guilty try so hard to forget all those words she said you keep a record on to drown the voice out of your head trace the sunset on the window by your bed you’ll never have to watch another beautiful thing end but you can’t replace the sun yeah, it’ll set no matter what you could never tell, tell the difference between beginnings & ends something lost in the shock it’s in the shadow where you live
5.
you said let’s stay up ‘til the birds start to sing i said do what you gotta do i’ll stick to the regular stuff do my best to keep up but you ran out jaw clicking teeth chattering & i watched you motionless in bed wishing you’d wake up, found your notebook hoped to find some piece of you i couldn’t when you were alive but the pages were all torn out & all that was left of you was a magic-marker tracing of a sunset on the window by your bed, now you’ll never have to watch another beautiful thing end.
6.
settle down, it’s over now the mother you’ve cared for she’s suffered far too long now she’s gone, & you can’t seem to move on—no, you can’t stop driving to the hospital surprised each time the room is full of red-eyed strangers you never thought you’d feel so lost that the love you gave would always save you from the rain your crazy brain would always rinse out but you can’t sit still without the chill of knowing, someday, you’ll look into the mirror—you’ll see her you’ll be her, yes, you will

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having a couple of versions that didn't make it onto the album (b-sides 5 & 6), i thought it would be fun to record a few more alternate versions of the songs on afterglow. the first 4 tracks, all recorded late February / early March, much more stripped down than the album versions, are closer to how they sound when i play them live / solo.

anyway, i hope you enjoy these versions, in these strange times. i'm excited to share what i'm currently working on sometime later this year.

stay safe everyone <3

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released March 19, 2020

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the smallest one Calgary, Alberta

my name is mason & i like to write songs about things.

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