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seasons - EP

by the smallest one

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1.
january 04:38
going 20 in the deep snow i can’t tell you when i’ll be home i know i haven’t been myself for a while january’s never felt so vile maybe things will get better come spring still anxious for what tomorrow brings if i die don’t tell my father just let him find out in the paper or through a funeral e-card i’ll have time to say goodbye if we meet again in the dark can’t blame the weather for the way that my brain works don’t count the seconds it‘ll only make it worse let’s brave the winter for a little longer now & focus on each snowflake til the rain pours down
2.
april 03:11
i was sober you were moving i helped you with my truck you were pregnant i was losing my mind more every day & i’m still so nervous around you though i won’t ever know you any better than a friend it was april i was blooming my stems & roots all clean in the basement excavating dug up your skeleton & i cried & turned on the TV so i could die believing that there were worse things in this life oh i’m a coward i can’t fool myself this time but the seed’s sunk far too deep for me to find
3.
july 04:14
not so sure i’m still alive it’s 40 in the middle of july no revelation no respite the years go by so fast i’m terrified nightmare summertime light my head on fire colourless desire haunt me back to life maybe i should learn how to pray fool myself into some kind of faith the wound in me worsens each day i love you but i don’t think i’m okay life-tired lullaby sleepwalk day & night pleasure paralyzed wake me up in time
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october 05:11
feel the breeze carrying me no finish line in sight you seem to be closer to reaching a tree you could climb wait there just a couple minutes i could be your fallen star either burn or take you far away from any threat of winter baby, make me believe what’s so good about spring or summertime why can’t we just lay here for a little longer without thinking, only feeling why do we always make haste to end the moment when it’s all we’ve really got autumn leaves, october weeps for one last pretty day the city sleeps, you’re out of reach my skin is growing stale don’t climb down to meet me if you’re busy, make me wait a while maybe that’ll help me find a way up, relinquish my fear of love, & appreciate the view of the river flow from above why can’t we just stay & burn down here together without wondering what we could’ve been why do i always leave every thought unspoken while my mind & body rot

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released September 21, 2021

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the smallest one Calgary, Alberta

my name is mason & i like to write songs about things.

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