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fragments - EP

by the smallest one

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1.
refuge 03:53
fashioned your ghost with my breath the winter air the perfect punishment tried to tell you my regrets were poisoning my head but before i could, you left sought some refuge in my bed where your pillow lay beneath my head & although it didn’t hold your scent i don’t know it just helped to keep me warm found a letter in the drawer i couldn’t tell if it was even yours spent a minute on each word & did my best to get every cadence right & it hasn’t sunk in yet kept all my receipts in case you want to take me back but for now i’ll keep my head to the ground & i’ll count each second i’m awake
2.
a new grave 03:16
i saw you in the cemetery picking up the flowers you dropped in the wrong place you got out your spade & started digging a new grave right beside his where you’ve already lived ever since the funeral & i’d never seen your face so serene not at least since the day you met him i remember how it felt in those first months just kicking ‘round a crow's nest & yet somehow i forget the years in between then & now no, it’s the little things that’ll make your heart sing on the off-chance you calm your mind like his out-of-key voice & the nightmare-noise he’d wake with & you’d hush right back to sleep
3.
i know 03:36
when i was younger i thought everyone was right with no reason to fight i let it pass me by i know there’s nothing left but i just can’t help but keep looking i know to be patient but i can’t go on longer waiting & i never knew what to say until it was too late & when i wasn’t in the way i wasn’t there at all i know there’s more to this but i’m just too tired to look for it i know the match is lit but i just can’t keep my eyes open i know there’s nothing left but i just can’t help but keep looking i know there’s more to this but i’m just too tired to look for it i know nothing i keep looking i know there’s more i’m so tired
4.
undone 03:53
i’m running out of time to step back in line do i want to fade or fall? i can’t decide another face to sell another wishing well the cast has stiffened now i pray to un-renounce but when the camera is in my eyes it’s just not the same something fills up the frame & it tilts to get out of the way a rectangle of grey is now all that awaits oh i could be your sling or a false-knotted string pull the ends i’ll be sure to come undone clean find me on the floor in fragments by the door try to assemble me i’m too far gone to restore hanging in by a thread from the ceiling fan i circle my bed tombstone at the head it sinks in the mud i’m not strong enough so you pull me up
5.
cathedrals 03:53
you’re waiting for the big relief that day you’ll get to drop everything & get on with it & though you might be jaded you’ll finally have the freedom & the clarity you’ve earned but even catharsis loses its flame in time so before it dies take a picture of the light you see it just the way it is you either have to get lost in a new world or give up you never asked to be here she didn’t know what to say when you finally made your choice well even cathedrals lose their glow in time so before it crumbles make a note of its shine

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unlike most albums & EPs i write & record, i wrote these songs without a clear concept in mind to explore. i wanted to see if i could make something cohesive without confining myself to one central idea. i feel as though sometimes i trap myself in the writing process when i settle on a central theme to weave each song into - it often somehow prevents me from exploring all the original, vague ideas i'd have initially. so this was an enjoyable, more freeing experience, and it feels nice finishing something without the gnawing question, 'did i really explore the concept as much or as well as i could have?'

anyway, these tracks were cultivated throughout the pandemic, despite having nothing to do with any viruses or social isolation (most of my tracks are about some sense of isolation regardless of current events). i hope you enjoy them.

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released June 26, 2020

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the smallest one Calgary, Alberta

my name is mason & i like to write songs about things.

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